(non-french speakers: we went to the movies with the boys.)
and it was fun. although i have to say it was a little awkward at the begining because i didnt know either of them so i was just hanging on to annie the whole time. eric drove us down to arden and we watched kung fu panda which was a cute movie. i learned alot from it. that movie was life changing. definitely. i did not know jackie chan or lucy liu was in it. very surprising. i didnt even know until the end credits. i tried to make small talk. it was pretty hard actually. especially when annie went to the bathroom. i should have gone with her to avoid it but i really wanted to try to get to know them so i decided to stay behind. we went over to arden and had a really hard time deciding where to go. we also saw jennifer! i bought kh1 and ffx for my brother. some hand sanitizer and hello kitty pencils. it was funny, they refused to go in there! too pink i assume. but theres something about the sanrio store thats so intriguing that i HAVE to go in there. even if i dont have alot of money, i HAVE to. then later on im like "why did i spend 5 dollars on a pen?" then we went to best buy and elliot bought fable. the last one. i think i heard my brother start yelling. hes been asking for that game for months and all along its been hiding out at best buy. waiting to be bought by elliot. we stopped by grandma elliot's house on the way back home.
overall i think it was a pretty good way to start the summer. i thought eric was a cute guy but nothing compares to sam (yes, still.) i dont think that he was having as much fun as i was but oh well, a set up failed (was it a setup?) on the other hand, annie and elliot are just too adorable. now ive got to tease her every minute. aside from that, according to my inspections of elliot he's a good guy. perfect for annie. and hes a redhead. go figure.
oh oh we also watched superbad before we left for arden.
the last day of school. if you didnt see me, you missed out on christine in 4 inch heels, curls, and a dress. you missed it sukkka! and if you havent seen me in a long while (VICKI) then you would have noticed i started experimenting with makeup. its so hard to do! now that i started i cant stop. look what annies made me become! all my finals were pretty good. i even got a B- on my french final which i concidered my hardest final that i studied for. i think my grades are alright no Ds and just one C. sweeet. i havent had an F all this year! yaaaay. i probably got a 3.5 or at least a 3.1 GPA. less stress on grades ment more attempts to talk to sam. i think i actually suceeded more in june that the whole entire year. we played pictionary in soehbrads and it was great. i skipped the final day and last day of AP bio in 4th period just to go to soehbrad. i pucked up the courage to actually try to make small talk with it. i had one of those internal conflicts in the 10 seconds between saying nothing or asking him if he was taking french next year. and he said yes. and its funny, i'm taking french. the class where i want to jump out the window, shoot everyone in the class except for a selective few, and/or strangle myself. i really want to try more. to talk to him, get the courage to say hi in the hall, ask him for a pen, ANYTHING. i'll never get another chance if i dont do. but i wont be able to do it if i'm not in any of his classes. if im not in any of his classes it will just go to annies roger situation.
why am i so difficult? why cant i handle rejection? why cant i just say hi, dammit. why, sam? why?
... okay i'm done. now to go off
and plan operation massy: manipulation.vicki. we need to hang out. sooon. and whats wrong with skipping lines all the time, huh?
- Music:The Libertine; Patrick Wolf